Oversee.

I may have chosen the longer, more painful route. But I chose it. Appreciate my choice. I believe in fate. What's in store for me, will be mine.

病倒的，都会痊愈
遗失的，终究会被寻获
粗糙的，始终会被磨平
有多辛苦，就会有多甜蜜的酬劳

I don't need a smooth sailing life. That'd be too boring, no ? If there's one thing I remember from what you told me. It would be to appreciate the bad times.

All I need is time.
I have time.


P/S : This thinking kinda cheer me up ALITTLEBIT. Is this what I should be thinking nao ? Must I really look at all the sour and rotten times this way ? Do I have the need to be optimistic ?

Please, I do mind.

I have really lotsa thoughts in my mind.
So I decided to blog.
Though I say I dont wanna blog alr -.-
k, so im feeling very empty.
Idk why.
And I dont feel like studyingz.
The images of how we studied
during the super last min scares me off.
TOTALLLYYYYY.
But i kno I still have to study no matter what.
Hais.
Suddenly forgot the purpose of life.
Study? Work? High pay/Low pay ? Marry? Have children? Then die?
Hais. Boring.
Like.
I have no exact goals ? Aims ?
Very clueless.
No longer have the spirit with me.
It's so hard.
I just cant keep myself really happy.
and feel like tearing every now and then z.
and when I laugh or smile,
I would stop myself because
I think tat I dont deserve to be smiling/laughing at this stage ?
or I have to remind myself tt I shouldnt be smiling?
But I wonders why everytime it falls on me lor.
Sec 1 also lidat. now also lidat.
until when ?
At least sec 1 better.
Really have to confidence in myself.
No matter on appearance or studies.
Introvert is getting my way.
sometimes I have plenty to say.
But just dont know how and where to start.
So i remain silence.
and I keep and keep.
But also got limit rite?
when will I be able to pick myself up?
I think this time rnd is really a big blow to me?
when will I have confident in myself?
when will I learn?
How come I know it's the fact.
But I simply just cannot be -kind- enough to accept it?
Dont understands why.
Have many question marks.
Where shld I start clearing all my question marks ?
Why is everyone so far away from me?
Though sometimes they're just beside me.
How come I cant feel them ?
I even looked down on myself.
will people looked down on me?
will ppl laugh?
even if they says no.
But who knows whether is it from
the bottom of their heart...
I never fail to end up failing.
when will all the falling and failing ends?
Can you like dont follow me forever.
ok Im not being emotional or what.
All this is just what tt went thru my mind.
Automatically.
Ppl asks me to cheer up.
Yes i know.
But I just cant bring myself to.
Headache + dizzy spells.

NITM.

I dont wanna blog alr.
I dont care watevaz shit.

Oh my my my my.

My heart was in my mouth
when I received a
forward-ed msg from Limsharon.

Xinyoulingxi :D

Me woke up sup early today !
Like 8am that kind ?
when I slept only at 4am~
k, went to eat and buy stuffs
then i go make salad...
First time doing it leh :/
then aft that went Polyclinic
reach there ard 2 pm ????
then ard 3.30pm, me saw until Erlaopo at there too !
I mean like, we saw til one another HAHAHA !
we was kinda shocked ?
Then she was telling me that I look very mature lo ! :(
and her mum says that,
last time I look innocent,
Now mature le. :(:(:(:(
Reallymeh reallymeh reallymeh reallymeh ?
Lols.
Anws, jiang qiao lorh ! :]
ZHEEEEEEEEEEEEN DEEEEEEEE !
Chat awhile then she send me yu ai~
then after that jiu go off alr
Hen qiao riteeee !
I kno :D

Peace.Out!

:DDDD

Whoooops !
Almost frgt that I wanted to blog lo.
Me go hiao the CD's cupboard earlier on
cause I wanna find the CD that
I burned 3 or 4 years ago.
What's inside is last time Derrick! sang before de song
when he's competing in Jue Dui Superstar~
And I found it ! Haha, so finally !
Wheeee-you-weeeet !
then I tried to play it using my Discman.
My Discman's still working
after not touching it for sup many yrs siol.
K so nao that I have found my own burned Cd,
I dont have to keep ask Limsharon to help me burn
which she never intend to help me also :(
Hen bad rite !
But then rite, I realised I still have some missing songs.
But then rite, at least I've some with me nao.
So, nehmind lo...
Shall 睁一只眼闭一只眼 haha.

JS rocks yea.

I like this man ! So cute luh.




They can go reallyreallyreallyreally fast ! No doubt man.
Must watch this video sErIoUsLy.

-verythenice-

不能握的手

匿名的好友 is my new luz :D

Rainie Love MV

I Love this :D

So so so miss D

Walao, im super duper bored nao nao nao !
I wanna change my phone sooooon~
My throaty's not feeling very good :(
kinda itchy...
& makes my ear feels so itchy too.
Me wanna sleep early today
cause I wanna wake up early tmr.
But I seriously doubt that I can sleep early, z.
Bye peeps :D